more than a trip

My ride was a wonderful experience in all respects. I travelled 11,200 miles, went through parts of 26 states and 6 provinces. I stayed in hot valleys, on cool mountain tops and next to oceans, lakes, and rivers. I got hot, cold, wet, tired, blown around, excited, lonely and scared. Almost everyone I met was kind to me and I experienced goodwill wherever I went. I had encounters and experiences that are stamped in my memory. I saw natural beauty, majestic views and unforgettable sights. I met new people I'll not forget, visited old friends I haven't seen for years and saw family that I don't see enough. It was better than wonderful and I'd do it again in a heartbeat.



I know I've had a blessed life, but I have no idea why. Not only was I able (time, money, health) to make this trip, but I had the support of my wife and the others I love. I had a lot of time to think, meditate and pray on the long open stretches. I spent time on mountain tops of emotion as I thought about my wonderful life mate, our sons, fine men all, and our 7 grandchildren, who own my heart. I wallowed in regret as I reviewed those injuries I have caused others. I rejoiced as I recalled my accomplishments and was saddened as I remembered my failures.

The journey was more than a trip. Not so much the journey of self discovery a young man might have, but rather a journey of self analysis, a time of introspection whereby I resolved to define those things I don't like about myself and either discard them or start the process. I do not want to be an old man set in my ways, I want to be better. In most ways I believe I have arrived at a place of contentment. I have forgiven myself for my mistakes and resolve to be more other centered. I believe these changes were taking place before I started this trip but the time alone reinforced my determination to be better. While I believe it is God's power that facilitates positive change it is up to each of us to do the work. In my view everything that is important in life has to do with relationships. Whether the relationship is with God, family, friends or strangers, the most beneficial thing we can do for ourselves is to improve each relationship. I believe the better I become at being understanding, non judgemental, empathetic and compassionate the more successful I will be at improving all relationships. I don't think I will stop being Kurt, but I hope I'll be a better Kurt.

I want to thank all off you who followed my trip, and all who made comments. Your support was an encouragement. I am leaving the blog up and will make periodic postings as I make other trips on my bike or with the "Aunt B" my hot rod.